its going to be hard....
this seperation will be so god damned hard.
But why?
I know I'll see you again...eventually
We are already p h y s i c a l l y seperated
There is distance in kilometers between US
So then why the sorrow, the pain, the sadness that was never there before?
All that's changed is the amount of contact
No more hearing that voice that still rings in my ears
No more seeing that smile that would ease all my worries away
No more holding onto that hand, that finally, clings back with just as much love
I said the s e p e r a t i o n would be good
On the bright side, it would allow ME to focus
Focus on the things I wish I could just toss away and abandon
That we would be stronger, not just for ourselves, but for each other
Our love for each other is unconditional and would continue to grow
You smiled, a sad smile, when I suggested this idea
Contemplating, knowing that you would not be able to help me
No longer able to lift the burden off my shoulders when the worst came back
Who would I talk to now? Who would confide in me?
What will change in the time we lack contact, the times we just..want to escape?
I wonder when it will become so unbearable to hear your voice
Or run my fingers down your face
When thinking about Y O U will leave me in tears
Make me feel alone, so hopeless, as I begin to crumble...
No longer that pillar of support that I promised we would both be
When will your memories start becoming a nightmare I need to escape.....
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